Music was always in me since I remember. It might sound weird but I have vivid pictures of myself from infancy times where I am lying in my baby cot and listening to the lamps electric current flow in my parent's bedroom. I was kind of hypnotized by that sound and this current flow became my lullaby. My parents were actually very content with the fact that they had a very quiet baby. Of course, they didn't know why I was so calm;) So, my sensitivity to sounds developed through the years and I know as a fact that sound and music can change your life. If you will listen to certain sounds, its vibration will create an energy field which will influence your brain waves and also an anatomic structure of your body. At first, it might be unnoticeable to human eyes but if you will continue listening for months and years you will notice how you and your body have changed. As there are always two sides of a medal, there are also some coins of listening to high vibrational waves. You will become very sensitive in life and aware of even little things that happen around you. If you will find yourself sometimes in a presence of a low vibration environment, this might be a very painful experience especially for your mind...but that's enough of this philosophy for now.
So one day in the morning and in about 2 hours after sunrise, I decided to go out and have a morning walk on a very peaceful road through trees and woods. This road was maybe a mile distance from my apartment. It is a very beautiful path surrounded by tall pine trees, lakes and some river. There were many ducks and fishes swimming in the lakes. Also, an air was warm and so fresh which doesn't happen often in this part of Illinois. So when I was walking through this road, at some point ( maybe about 30 feet long), I've noticed that I feel somehow differently... I observed that everything slowed down around me. I heard some voice inside of me but that voice wasn't constructed from words or sounds. It was vibration in me which I was able to understand and translate in my brain into a meaning. I remember that this energy was very celestial and profound, and had a female quality. I wasn't scared, I was curious what will come the next. The green color of trees became changing its color pallets into many green glittering shadows. It felt so good and cozy. My all senses have sharpened. Suddenly I realize that my body is no different than the body of trees and flowers, that we are all the same and united by this energy presence. I was trying to embrace these phenomena and at some point of this experience, I realized that I am transforming myself into a sound and a sound vibration (weird, isn't it?) This sound had a tone which was somehow familiar...reach, deep, soft and mellow. This sound was painting pictures in me. I saw canyons, deep oceans, beautiful jungles, and mystical caves. I became a bird flying over high mountains and a spirit of a river...
At that moment in time, an idea and a desire for playing the Native American flute was born... it was such a magical experience.
I still walk this path whenever I need some inspiration or relief. This energy is still there, and still the same for me... Just 30 feet of this walk path changed a direction of my life.
I will end this story now, it is almost midnight here.